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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#madam jin#jin zixuan#jiang yanli#'Hey what is WWX trying to do here?' some kind of grab-and-twist maneuver that would be very upsetting to watch.#I know LWJ technically assists WWX in this scene in terms of blocking someone's blow on his behalf -#- but let's be honest. Real friends stop you from doing the truly stupid things.#Or maybe it was envy. Penis envy. The non-freudian kind.#Regardless...man this whole scene was just full of “and then someone else walks in”.#I swear to god every cultivator who is supposed to be hunting ends up wandering into this part of the woods.#a bonus for me because it gives me several good joke opportunities.#Madam Jin gets top prize for best entrance and exit. I wish her all the best. And a divorce…madam please leave him…#And can we please address the horses? I love horses. But why...why do they ride in on horses when they HAVE FLYING SWORDS?#I can only imagine it is for the dramatic flair? It just feels so jarring hearing someone clip clop in#and then another person swoop in on a sword.#The rules of mdzs's world can get fuzzy and I have to nod in an impressed manner at how much MXTX gets away not explaining.#Maybe the sword gets tired after a while and they need to give it a break? Maybe there is a sword union that dictates working hour limits?#…Would that make Chenqing a scab? Oh god it would… unions *hate* this flute!
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do you mind..?
#pov you didn’t knock before entering the family video storage room#they aren’t even on shift. they’re not supposed to be here#sometimes I’ll just get a vivid image of stobin in some stupid situation and I can’t rest until I draw them#envy draws#fanart#stranger things#steve harrington#robin buckley#the greatest qpr hawkins has ever seen#<— stobin tag#kind of want to edit it so robin’s holding different things#shitty png of djungelskog. an entire cheesecake. OH I KNOW#this is gonna have to go in a separate reblog but the fuckin. the baby. the mandalorian au baby. abby
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#I have white envy for people who adore something specific. They can stay up all night#research and create for this with blazing eyes. And this state can last for a very long time#Last year I felt it in full#and here I am again sitting at a broken trough and taking out and keeping in safe pieces of what still can shake me ha-ha#It's not very funny when you felt what it was like. I suppose there was also pressure on top of that#but damn#I'm not a weak person so I really hope it's not the reason#Wanna run away somewhere quiet where I can do what I want to do without responsibilities that never were my responsibilities from the start#*sigh* I feel like the most boring person in the world again wheeeeze#tapadoodles
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No because now that it's confirmed that Morph LOVES Logan romantically??????
Guys I will NEVER shut up about this I am never getting over this
When the series started and I found out Morph was nonbinary, I felt such a warmth in my chest bc holy shit!!! There I am!!! Morph is there and they represent me?!! Like I was so excited!?
Then I kept joking about them and Logan clearly being together or in love, but I imagined it'd never happen. Especially not with a NB person and a manly man like Logan. Because that has queer implications!!!!!!!
And then Morph said it.
"She can't say it, but I can. I love you, Logan. Stay with me."
I screamed so loud I couldn't believe my eyes. But I still doubted. They might spin it into "they're just best friends who like being extremely queer"
But then I saw the tweets from DeMayo.
Guys it just makes me want to cry that it feels like this is my first time seeing a nonbinary character (especially an amab/masc leaning one) show romantic interest for another male character on screen
I see myself in Morph so bad, it made me feel so seen. Not to mention I'm so obsessed with Logan guys I swear they wrote this scene for me.
I love Morph so much, they mean the literal world to me, I am so happy to see a nonbinary character on screen and to see and hear other characters acknowledge their identity, using their pronouns, respecting them!?
I wish Morph had more screen time/scenes this season. I hope we get more of them in the second season.
Fanfic writers PLEASEEEEEEE come through I need you all firing on all gears I need to drown in this feeling.
#x men 97#x men#wolverine#x men 97 spoilers#morph#logan howlett#kevin sydney#morpherine#nonbinary#what am i supposed to do with myself#why can't I have a Logan in my life#also serious gender envy for Morph#morph if he says no just date me instead i swear ill treat u right#i need to be consoled
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macron qui d'un côté dissout l'assemblée avec une victoire du RN pratiquement garantie, et qui de l'autre nous assure depuis des années qu'il faut absolument voter pour lui pour faire barrage au RN 😂 guillotine poison écartèlement astéroïde death note etc.
#on rigole on rigole mais ça me donne de sérieuses envies de violence#de toute façon fallait vraiment être stupide pour croire un seul instant que macron était opposé au RN#il fait semblant comme ses prédécesseurs mais le RN lui sert d'épouvantail pour pousser les gens à voter pour lui c'est tout#et il fait bien attention à les nourrir entre deux elections#les débats RN et renaissance exclusivement ça fait quoi à part encourager l'idée que c'est les deux seules options#tout l'échiquier politique est tellement à droite que LFI passe pour l'extrême-gauche mais tout va bien 😂#upthebaguette#france#mine#oops this was supposed to be a fandom blog
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The thing that sucks sometimes about transition envy is that, I guess you almost expect yourself to "grow out" of it the more you transition. I used to feel so much envy, and it was something I hoped would stop once I transitioned medically, and while it's absolutely less frequent... man, when I experience transition envy, it's still just as bitter a cocktail as I remember. It can be hard to move past that, and almost... resent the other person/s, but what helped me is knowing that the person you're envying isn't specifically trying to make you, personally, feel like absolute shit. Just as you can't always help what you are envious about in other trans people, they can't help that they have traits or transition experiences or opportunities you do not have, you know? And absolutely, it sucks. But it's something that helped me because then it's a reminder that the world isn't Out To Get Me, you feel?
I think a lot of us can relate to the experience of transition envy, and it's shameful to admit to it, I suppose. It's hard to admit to envy in general, but it's important to not be judgemental about yourself. Your transition is as unique and beautiful and worthy as literally everyone else's and I hope you remember that forever
#trans#transgender#lgbt#lgbtq#ftm#mtf#nonbinary#dysphoria tw#i'm not calling this gender envy because i think it's more... specific i guess?#and i suppose i just don't like the term personally lol#like the amount of trans guys i'm following that i am envious of? embarrassing.#and it's fine when i'm not spiraling with dysphoria but when i am???? 🫥🫥🫥#at this point i feel very little envy over cis people and even cis guys (unless it's for specific reasons)#my 'gender envy' is geared towards other trans people and that's a unique thing i guess
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Is when I'm alone with you
I've always been a fan of MothPool, especially because I've always found Mothwing interesting. It wasn't until recently that I learned about Leafpool (I'm not up to date with the books!) and it honestly hurt more than I thought it would :( Have some tragic yuri to one of my favorite songs!
(I kinda just made Leafpool's design on a whim, but Mothwing's is @meroaw 's design but slightly tweaked. If you haven't seen their work you totally should!)
#warriors#warrior cats#wc fanart#mothwing#leafpool#mothpool#riverclan#thunderclan#warrior cats spoilers#eastcoast envy art#my art#only took me like five hours#they were going to be at the moonpool#but then i remembered i suck at backgrounds#so...uh...yeah#also leafpool isn't supposed to be dead#i thought it would be symbolic of her faith vs mothwings#and that's why mothwings outline is darker#also also i just like outlining my characters :3
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David Tennant leave some gender for the rest of us!
Crowley and Aziraphale deciding who gets Muriel in the divorce.
#david tennant#baftas#gender envy#aaaaaaaaaa#How am I supposed to handle this!#He#michael sheen#good omens
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⚠️MDNI⚠️
Some quick Leviathan x reader. No trigger warning cause honestly it's pretty vanilla.
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Imagine Leviathan making cosplays for you à la "dress up darling."
He measures you thinking how lucky he is that he's allowed to get so close to you AND he's the only one who knows your measurements. He preciously keeps that sheet of paper where he wrote them down although he would never admit it to you because he's too scared that you'll think he's a creepy piece of shit.
Aside from the regular cosplays you ask him to make, he secretly makes some erotic outfits with those measurements "as practice", dreaming that one day you'll wear those. Not like it's possible anyway since you guys would never have the kind of relationship where you'll gladly dress yourself up like a slut for him... right?
As soon as you catch him red handed you immediately ask him if you can try them on. He freezes for a solid 20 seconds. Can you?? He would literally pay you to do it and yet he can have that for free?? You put them on and oh- you look gorgeous. You're wearing the kind of costume that can be borrowed in love hotels except the quality here is top notch.
Before Levi can understand what he's saying, he has already asked you if he can take pictures of you like this. You agree and not only do you agree, you also pose for him. Though he's still too shy, ashamed in asking you for a certain pose in particular so you just try to pose in as many ways as you can think of. Eventually, as you can clearly see the outline of his dick through his sweatpants, you ask him him if there isn't anything else he'd like you to do for him.
You caress his forearm then you go up to his arm, gently swaying him as he wishes he could rip all of his clothes off right now to feel your direct touch on his skin. Your hand finally makes his way up to his torso, playing with the area around his nipples. You make soft, hopeful eyes at him. Hoping that he'll break.
"Hm? You don't want anything else? Only pictures are fine with you?"
He gulps then shuts his eyes tightly, unable to make this request while looking at you in the eyes.
"P-Please suck me off..."
You chuckle, then immediately go down on him. You tease him through his sweatpants first, then through his underwear, caresssing him with your hand. And once it's out, you shamelessly take it all in. While he sits there on his seat, he can't help but throw his head back. Gasping, squirming and whimpering like a little bitch.
He tries to take pictures of you as you're sucking him off but it comes out all blurred as his hands keep shaking. Eventually he drops the phone, unable to stop his urge to thrust his hips into your beautiful little mouth. He gets up, gripping you by the leash and collar he made just for you, pushing himself further in. Back and forth, until the warm liquid makes its way into your throat, flowing boldly.
You keep drinking him as he whines at every swallowing sensation as your throat tightens up around him. He starts on mumbling and blabbering nonsense. All the stuff he couldn't say to you earlier because he was still playing polite.
"Y-You're so beautiful, even when you're in such a slutty outfit you're so cute and pretty and aghh please accept me pleasepleaseplease I'll do anything for you to keep wearing these in front of me hngh-"
He pulls out, realizing that he may have messed up big time. He apologizes profusely, feeling extremely awkward because of the "post-nut clarity" he's been suddenly hit with. He feels stupid and filthy for doing that to you but you reassure him. Telling him you'll look forward to more outfits.
He breathes a sigh of relief before looking at you up and down, his dick rising again. He clears his throat.
"So... c-can I fuck you?"
#obey me#obey me smut#obey me nightbringer#leviathan x y/n#leviathan x reader#om! leviathan#leviathan avatar of envy#leviathan smut#hanaruri writes#it was supposed to be even shorter than this but I jdhdhzyd#sorz
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so called free thinkers when there are women at the function (its me im the free thinkers)
#i made them WAY before triumph i just couldnt show them they were absolutely horrendous in my 2023 artstyle#i just turned them into woy ocs#envy was supposed to be with triumph originally 💀💀 nvmm#winged alien women i love u guys#wander over yonder#my art#woy oc
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I do think this game loses a lot by not having any real origins/2 style abominations.
Both in terms of contrast with what Lucanis/spite have going on but also all the undead as well. A failed Zara experiment shouldn't be a random undead in a cavern shouldn't be an undead in the necropolis. Am I making sense?
#i never thought i would miss that incredibly overused abomination model but. man. 😭#i am commiting the crime of thinking about otigins and two again i need to stop#you know the fucking problem with dragon age is that the first two are phenomenal story wise but in retrospect -#it feels like anything good that gaider era set up was written by accident#then inq is a religious imperialism simulator where im supposed to pretend im playing a good guy and it also destroyed almost everything -#that was good about the worldbuilding- explaining the magic is one thing#what they did to the elves was another- way more racist- thing.#the mage rebellion flunking being another can of worms which was most likely borne of cowardice seeing da2's reception#maybe im off about that i wasn't there but either way#inq is abysmal and the world it left behind is so... not thedas. that it's difficult to reconcile anything after it with what came before#siiiiigh it's not veilguard's fault#ten years would not be enough for me to figure out how to sort this shit either. and that's not even counting the time ea -#wanted this to be a live service sequel#it just sucks man#in a better timeline they just said fuck it and retconned the entirety of inq and made something different#in an even better timeline inq never happened. man do i envy that one.#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age
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i need you all to know that the main reason (besides a general hunger for attention) niles even accepts aldori’s call is because he got caught stealing his student’s work and passing it off as his own and his reputation as a teacher was obviously ruined. lmao
#when i say that niles is the most envious creature i mean it#he’s watched a good handful of them become more successful with their music than he ever would be and felt that since he was basically the#reason for the success (not really. not like it’s everything it’s mostly luck but you have no real passion for this lol)#it would be fine if he had a piece of the cake too with future students. not like he immediately came to this conclusion#and felt not torn and no guilt over it.#took a while to rationalise it and all.#the envy and feelings of inadequacy and a desire for approval and fame just won over after a time#it’s not like he believes he’s better than them he just wants people’s eyes and attention on him so unbelievably bad that’s what he believes#he deserves#and at some point(s) he feels so small that he will do shit like this. he would fake having a terminal illness too lol#he’s just a loser. niles’ story is supposed to be a horror comedy style thing and the majority of the comedy comes from that fact lol#oc: niles#honestly? can relate on the parts of being a loser who is only ever mediocre at something creative they do.#for me i don’t think it’s for the same reasons as niles especially don’t care about fame or shit like that lol#and i obviously don’t steal shit even if my ocd tells me the exact opposite so much#that i actually hesitated to post this because i thought people would assume that i steal too because he’s my character#and your ocs always have a part of yourself in them and what if people found out that i was stealing i just didn’t know and. hi.#can you tell that i’m a fear based writer. i write about my fears. hi#anyways. and then kingmaker and fae mpreg happens. yay
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please appreciate this statue, titled The Greek Slave, by Hiram Powers, on display in the National Gallery Of Art
I love this statue so much for completely normal reasons. (wish that was me)
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on a (very) vaguely related note something in me wants to go all in on late númenor/the reign of terror parallels
#also maybe in part because the reign of terror also included a largely religiously motivated group of people who were not okay with stuff#and mostly met grisly ends#but for the most part it's based on vibes I suppose and the 'no one is safe' facet of it.. terror put simply#also I guess this implies there were people who were first benefited by the cult/dictatorship/legalised murder and it turned against them#but like I think this is actually realistic#esp wrt 'and people envied anyone who had aught they didn't and those in power took terrible vengeance' (paraphrased)#which makes it look like there was a lot of backstabbing going on all the time#anyway I'm not even into the scarlet pimpernel except for liking a few songs from the musical but I feel like it's asking for a crossover#my post#Númenor#Silmarillion#silm#I think I've used up my daily allowance for númenor rambling lol#peoples of arda
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struggling
Why is melty mentally okay her whole civilisation is dead
Can comets affect the other dream planets
Why is she the only survivor
If Halley was not the comet that hit it what was
Are dream fragments small planets
Does melty eat dream fragments
Is the meltyland the source of every dream ever
When and how does a dream fragment become a dream planet
Who created the meltyland
Is the meltyland the base dream planet that everyone goes to when they’re asleep
Does dream eating have anything to do with not remembering dreams in the morning
Why doesn’t anyone else come to the meltyland (anymore?)
Is melty’s car a dream fragment
Was it definitely the meteor that killed everyone
What is the light source that revolves around the meltyland
Is it instead the meltyland revolving around something else
Omg what if the light source revolving around the meltyland was Halley
Do bakus sleep
What happens when/if bakus sleep does that even matter
Half human half Baku what is melty a crossbreed
Seriously why is she okay with everything she like plays games and pretends to be a lord and runs a car wash for herself
What even are dream snakes
Do they like eat the happy dreams that want to be remembered or something
Are we sure melty eating all of photon’s dreams has nothing to do with the fact she has amnesia
Was photon blue all just a dream in the first place
How much of photon blue is a dream then
Is photon even real was photon ever awake
What did photon do when she woke up
What did photon do during the daytime when not visiting melty
Is that what photon blue is talking about
How come nobody else has a dream planet
Are the characters we see the only important ones
Are they the only ones who can make dream planets
Like surely there’s other people on the familiar planet and during when the blue planet was alive and well
What makes our characters special
Are there other dream planets that we can’t see/that aren’t labelled
WHAT THE HELL IS THE HANDMADE GINGA
what is a dream rift
who is researching the meltyland
Do people in the blue planet wanna move to a dream planet is that why they care
Adults can’t dream right
Is that why they move physically like on a ship and stuff instead of just falling asleep
Why does like every song have its own dream planet I thought so much stuff just took place on the blue or the familiar one
What is the order if events when is everything taking place
She melty on my land till I nightmare
#harumaki gohan#i have more#i have to stop#gohan melty#meltylandnightmare#meltyland#blue ending nova#neo dream traveller#photon blue#futarino#envy phantom#vocaloid lore#questions#why is it like this#help#day eight#speculation#fan theory#unanswered questions#loose ends#writing#plot holes#not criticism#how am i supposed to live laugh love in these conditions#confuzzled#confusion#this one’s for the confusion fandom#brainfood#feel free to discuss#baku yokai
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I have nothing smart or witty or coherent to write
but go on evil sodomite son with the gallows eyes
you’ve been looking fine during your descent into madness
#Those looks have been giving me gender envy of the year#literally#mary & george#george villiers#he indeed looked like an ivory-faced doll stuffed inside huge concoctions of diamond-studded fabric#tho I still hate and rage what they did with his character#why sanitise an evil edgelord if the show is supposed to be evil and edgy
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